SEX

Is it the affection you show when your in love, or is it when your hormones are at rage? i never was in love, my idea of sex was just for fun. what i realize now is that sex is not an object of affection, but a cause for aggravation. some people have sex to cope with the pain their going through, some even do it to prove their love for one another, others do it because they don't think before they act. don't really know which category i'm in, but i'll tell you one thing, i have been hurt by sex. torn apart inside, ripped right to the core. my meaning of sex is vague. i have no meaning. its amazing how people can be in the act of sex, gazing into each others eyes, then later hate each other. sex is not part of love, but is part of something indescribable. but what is sex? why do we need to have sex to get closer to that significant other? why cant we skip it and show the passion in a less harmful way. sex for me so far hasn't opened love, but has welcomed a broken heart, which later became bruised.