AIR

my mind has been pretty much blank for along time now. its going on a yr and im still holding on to that past. before i felt it was possible that i might have been getting over it, but another disappointment happened and i gave up hope. just because i dont have anyone else to take my mind off of wat hurts me the most doesnt mean that its impossible to move on. i feel that alot of females think that the only way to get over a guy is to find another (i feel that way time to time) but its not the right way. that either means that these females dont trust or love themselves, or maybe their not fully confident or comfortable with the way they look or who they are. but believe me its possible. i have to admit i feel lonely sometimes but its like a comfortable lonely feeling (weird, i know) i just dont want to let a male get inbetween me doing whats best for me. you put all the effort in treating him right, and when you think youve done a good job you turn to see the door swaying back closed....hes gone. every girl writes and talks about their problems and some think they are so right that they are too blind to see that they contradict themselves. who doesnt? i wish that women would wake up and not make men the center of their world...or atleast conversations lol. just breathe and appreciate this AIR that we take for granted.